Hello world. this is my first entry in writing a real blog (usually i just did halfway).
Lately, I had read a lot of people's blog and most of the blog that I read really inspired me to become a better person. I don't know why at this period of time I'm become such a coward person. This is what I'm not want to be. I know it is not good to isolate yourself from a society, but i cannot hold any longer to face them. it is because i feel like they want to ask me the same question that I barely not like it. I'm always try to avoid people from seeing me.
Wait!!! Wow what kind of disease I'm suffering right now? is it a some kind of disease too? Yes it is bro. Its like you got some mental illness here. Hey! wait the seconds... what! mental illness?! no way man, I'm just obviously normal ok... see!! like the others people too. yeah bro, you look very normal outside like other normal person but inside... I don't know how to express it with a word. Just look at your behavior with your surrounding. you don't talk with people, run away from them, playing game all the time, hang in out with people in virtual world... are you really happy with all those things? ... nope..absolutely not. Then is it what you call normal? ok, fine. You win, but what i suppose to do right now? I'm really stuck right now. I cannot see any brighter path for me to walk through. I feel like I have been blinded by something. Hey! calm down bro. take a deep breath. Everything can be back to normal again as long as you can still stand on your own feet. It's not too late yet. The thing that you need right now is courage because right now, the one who affect all your behavior now is coward. You know what, being coward makes you become a hypocrite. It is because you don't have a gut to stand up the truth. you are more easy to tell the lies to comfort people around you. That is why the more lies you tell the more coward you become. So from now on...the solution is grab your courage back. throw your coward from your life and be a better person.
Wow thanks for the lil advice. I will try my best to transform myself into a better person. by the way, who you really are? Me? you don't know me? no... i don't. Seriously? yes seriously. Sorry for not mention you earlier, i thought you had already know. I am YOU.
